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Wellity, wellity, wellity.
Thank you Jesus for answering my prayers.
I think I'm falling in love. I think that my boy is beautiful. I think that 2010 just began in the most amazing way.
I am too tired for a huge thing, but I want to post a couple pictures because as I promised Mr. T, I'm going to be such a smug f*** about this... hahaha.
"This is mah boiii fren so suck it!" haahaha just kidding.
pics from our new years eve day / night.
First of all, he arrived around 2pm with these beautiful flowers....
And we took a couple pics :)
I think I'm falling in love. I think that my boy is beautiful. I think that 2010 just began in the most amazing way.
I am too tired for a huge thing, but I want to post a couple pictures because as I promised Mr. T, I'm going to be such a smug f*** about this... hahaha.
"This is mah boiii fren so suck it!" haahaha just kidding.
pics from our new years eve day / night.
First of all, he arrived around 2pm with these beautiful flowers....
And we took a couple pics :)
And I friggin adore him. Obviously I'm still guarding my heart because I dont want to be hurt... but... at a certain point we were driving to the next town to see if we could find something to do -- and he asked if it were okay if he could pull over on a deserted road to kiss me. Honestly? I was a bit scared. Maybe I'm paranoid and have seen one too many movies coupled with the fact that I generally don't trust men. Though, I was also too wussy to say no. So I agreed. He pulled over and started kissing me a little heatedly and I know that I kept guard, almost trying to keep his arms in place cos I was a bit worried....
So he stopped... and talked to me about how he could observe that I was trying to guard myself and it bothered him since he doesn't want me to be scared of him. We talked about my morals, beliefs, etc... and how he doesn't want to overstep any of that, and wouldn't at all. He wanted me to feel comfortable and at ease and just trust that he will never try to push anything with me. And.... he really didn't. I have to give him major credit for that... we spent a fair while just kissing and he was such a gentleman about it.... lol. I am still waiting for there to be a catch.
It was also his idea to spend the turn of midnight at the same place we had our first kiss. And I played a Michael Jackson song just to memorialise him while we celebrated our new year really cozily.... ahhh gosh it was awesome :)
I dont want to play my cards too early but I am pretty certain I'm falling in love so hard, so fast. Tomorrow (today) I am going to the city for the day to meet with my friend who has been ill in hospital - and T. is picking me up and driving me there, as well as driving me alllll the way back to the other side of the city after dinner to hang with my other friends.
I foresee a lot of trips to the city.
Now I am waiting for him to call to make sure he got home ok. (He lives 2 hrs away :(()
AHHHHHHHH :) Please pray for us, guys... really. I dont want to be hurt. My heart is still a bit scarred.
So he stopped... and talked to me about how he could observe that I was trying to guard myself and it bothered him since he doesn't want me to be scared of him. We talked about my morals, beliefs, etc... and how he doesn't want to overstep any of that, and wouldn't at all. He wanted me to feel comfortable and at ease and just trust that he will never try to push anything with me. And.... he really didn't. I have to give him major credit for that... we spent a fair while just kissing and he was such a gentleman about it.... lol. I am still waiting for there to be a catch.
It was also his idea to spend the turn of midnight at the same place we had our first kiss. And I played a Michael Jackson song just to memorialise him while we celebrated our new year really cozily.... ahhh gosh it was awesome :)
I dont want to play my cards too early but I am pretty certain I'm falling in love so hard, so fast. Tomorrow (today) I am going to the city for the day to meet with my friend who has been ill in hospital - and T. is picking me up and driving me there, as well as driving me alllll the way back to the other side of the city after dinner to hang with my other friends.
I foresee a lot of trips to the city.
Now I am waiting for him to call to make sure he got home ok. (He lives 2 hrs away :(()
AHHHHHHHH :) Please pray for us, guys... really. I dont want to be hurt. My heart is still a bit scarred.